Happy 2 Months

Hello everyone!!


Life as a busy mom has truly taking over!! People don't really tell you that you will love and hate motherhood both at the same time. Now, that does not mean my child, it just means the motherhood part.

But first, let me tell you about my Baby Doll!! Riva smiles when you smile at her, she tries to talk all the time, she loves story time, she can grab thing, and SHE LOVES HERSELF SOME BIG HEAD. I have to say, I am a little jealous the way they look at each other, but I am so glad that they love each other; and I know they will have a great relationship as she gets older. Today, We had her 2 month visit. At this visit, she got her immunizations, and let me tell you I was a wreck. The nurse was extremely nice, but I still was not prepared for her scream. My fiancé (Big Head) had to hold her arms. I couldn't even watch. As soon as we got home, I was spoiling her. Don't judge lol. So I held her for a good 2......ok 3 hours straight. But I felt so bad and I hate seeing her not being her normal smiley self. All is great. She is now 12 pounds 13 ounces and 22.64 inches long. And that is all breastfeeding and not eating meat!! She is in the 80 percentile :-) (proud mama).

She is still not sleeping through the nigh, but instead of me trying to get her on a schedule....we lets just say we have given up lol.... I am getting used to sleeping late and catching sesame street on PBS lol I am normally not a coffee drinker, but boy do I love me some coffee. My twin sis gave me the idea to use hot chocolate and pour fresh coffee over the mix. mmmhhhmmmm its so good. But because Riva is having dry skin I have to give up caffeine and chocolate for a while (sad day) So, I have decided, my day in the office I will have coffee, but that's it.

This month we have...Riva has...experienced the bubble guts lol. We have had to change some EXPLOSION of a diaper and once it was back to back. You would have thought I was sneaking steak juice in her bottle lol. The one thing that is hard to get used to is having time to yourself. I am a girl that loves make up and nail salons, but I haven't had the time for a pedicure. I have had to re-arrange my work schedule so that Riva is watched while I am at work, I have been late to almost...noo not almost...I have been late to EVERYTHING! I am surprised I have clocked into work on time. I have been having to pump in a bathroom stall at work, so I have been late to all my breaks when I am in the office. lol  But all day long, all I can think about is my Baby Doll and how much I miss her lol. Crazy how a person that cant talk to you has all you love and attention, not to mention you money lol. But I cant imagine anyone more perfect. I know she is truly my soul mate.

I have to be honest, I have had some great friends and family that have given me great advise. Making me feel less crazy lol.

So happy 2 months to me!!

See everyone soon

Sabrina